myself

Nobody knows how many times i've faked a smile,

how many times i've cried, 

how many times i've been hurt.

Nobody knows ow many times i've to hold back my tears,

how many times i've been let down, 

how many times i've walked out on.

Nobody knows how many times i've felt like falling apart

but i keep it together for those around me,

how many times i've been kicked when i was down, how many times i scream.

Nobody knows how many times i've forgotten how it feels to be happy,

or how long i've been waiting for things to get better.

Sometimes i wonder who knows the difference between how i pretend i feel and how i truly feel. 

:)